Love the way who I am??

Greetings. . .

Well i wonder
Could it be

When i was trying      
To change my self
while others??

i am not who I am
i am changed
i am totally changed

Is it i am happy??
Is it so lame??

i like the way  who i am
How about Allah??
i am still not who i am

Getting tired??
i never know the feeling
Deep inside my heart
There is a big hole
Need to close it back

Subahanallah
Walhamdulillah
Lalillahillah
Allahhu Akhbar